♡ Mia's pov ♡ "So I'm thinking about dying my hair in green just to match with the school's uniform. Think Stanly would love it?" Colby asked. I nodded even though I wasn't really paying attention to his words. Honestly, the only thing that registered in my head were the words love and it. Apart from that, I didn't hear anything. "So Gracie shart on the front lawn of the school and Phillip stepped on it. Do you think the school board will press charges? I mean you gotta go when you gotta go, you know what I mean?" He asked which I nodded to, still not really paying attention. "Your skirt has a huge hole at the back and I can see your granny panties. Think the guys will bend you over and spank the shit outta your ass?" He questioned. I nodded. "Are you even listening to me?" Colby huffed out with a breath of irritation. I nodded again, putting another book into the locker. I wasn't even sure it was the right book. I was just aimlessly putting in books and hadn't bothered to check which ones were suffering the fate to be disposed into my locker. "Mia?" He whines. "Yes? No? Maybe?" I sighed. Today I just wasn't in the mood and it probably had to do with the fact that both of my parents probably knew about my sex life. I got confirmation that mom knew but whatever mom knows dad also knew. Those two can't ever keep a secret from each other. And I also had to think of a way to actually come out and tell them about Kade and I's relationship. If the talk was bad, I fear of what will happen when I do confess. And there was also another issue I had to deal with. I was beginning to get a migraine. "You keep answering yes to all the dumb shit I had to say. What's wrong with you? You have been in your happy paradise for months now and today you choose to be gloomy? Did you two break up?" Colby asked which completely caught me off guard. The book I was about to put into my locker slips out of my hand and falls to the floor with a loud thud.I snap my gaze to Colby, eyes wide in shock. "What?" I breathed out. I must've heard him wrong. There's no way he knew about us. He was just pulling my leg. That's it! But to my horror, he leans forward and whispers in my ear. "Did you and Kade break up? I didn't fail to notice the gloomy look he was sporting too." He pulls away with a huge shit eating grin as if he was the cat that got the milk. "Did you really think I'd be dumb to not have noticed? I've been your best friend for years Mia, Jeez give a guy some credit." My eyes dart around as my heart slams against my ribcage. He knew. He knew. "How did you- I stopped when he answered. "Mia even a blind person wouldn't miss the way you two look at each other. It was pretty darn obvious." He rolls his eyes. I felt the air leave out of my lungs. Was he insinuating everyone knew about Kade and me? "Before you shit your damn self, I don't think anyone else noticed. If you have noticed, I'm the only genius around here bitch. " He rolled his eyes while fighting off the smile curving on his lips. "Those idiots around here can't compare to my high ass IQ. It's sad really." He snorted. " I mean look at this shit." He points his thumb at the back of him and turned slightly to face the two boys arguing about a fallen pretzel. "Damn idiots I tell you." He shakes his head. He was trying to ease my worry but it wasn't working. "Colby. How long have you known?" I breathed out, feeling nauseated that perhaps Colby was wrong and everyone knew. It was not like I was embarrassed by Kade and would hate to be known as his girlfriend. It was just that I was scared of their judgmental words and eyes. And the thought of them judging us before we even got the chance to come out ourselves wasn't sitting right with me. Suddenly it's like I was no longer the invisible girl but now entirely visibly with the eyes of everyone on me. I knew it was all in my head. I was just panicking. But I just couldn't seem to calm my mind and heart down. "For months now? " He lifted his eyes to the ceiling as his expression changed to one of thought. Now I really felt the need to vomit. Not bothering to answer him I rushed through the buzzing bees of students and hurried to the girls bathroom. I can hear Colby rushing behind me, calling out to me but right now I just couldn't seem to answer him. My pulse quickened and my skin beaded with sweat. As soon as I opened the door to the girls bathroom I'm grateful that there wasn't anyone in sight. Well roaming about, I wasn't sure it was completely empty seeing as someone could be inside the stall. "Mia what the fuck is going on?" Colby rushes in after me, not bothering to close the door gently behind him. No the door bangs loudly. But he seems to not care about the sound and didn't seem to care about being in the girls bathroom either. I pushed the door to the stall open barely managing to make it in time when I gagged and groaned, letting out the bitterness of bile into the toilet bowl. I hear the curse coming from Colby behind me before I felt one of his hands gripping my hair and the other rubbing my back. He gags behind me, coughing. "Oh God, I think I'm going to puke next." He gags again, yet still holds my hair and continues to rub my back. I throw up into the toilet, feeling like it was acid I was spitting out. I gagged. "You're not supposed to be in here. They'll report you." I worded out every word after each gag. "And who the fuck will report me? Those bitches know who they're messing with." Colby huffed. Even though I was currently spilling out every last bit of breakfast I had this morning, I couldn't help but laugh at Colby's words. "Are you okay now?" He asked unsurely while rubbing my back in circles. I sighed then shook my head. "I don't think I am Colb. I think I'm pregnant." I admitted.