Haiden Cross Her ass was plump and gorgeous. She was fucking gorgeous. As our eyes clash, I realized that I was deeper than I thought. I was in love with her. All my defenses I had coated around me to prevent me from ever feeling such emotion vanishes when I'm with her. My throat felt tight all of a sudden. I drew in some air. "Bella.." I started saying but I stopped. Seeing how vulnerable she was now and how she hadn't completely forgiven me for my harsh words, made me bite the words I wanted to say to her now. I couldn't bring myself to tell her those three words yet. It was on the tip of my tongue but felt glued there. I wasn't about to tell her these valuable words when we were about to fuck. She deserved better than that. In fact she deserved better than me but I'd be stupid to let her slip away from my fingers again so easily. When I push her soak panties down her thighs and reveal her glistening cunt, I knew that whatever she wanted from me I'd give her my all. It wasn't her body alone I wanted to possess to my will, but her heart and mind too. If I didn't get all of her I wouldn't be satisfied. "Moan for me." Gripping her hips tightly I thrust into her without warning. She squirms gasping and moaning aloud. Good. My eyes stay glued on my cock disappearing into her and reappearing with her juices coating around me. I loved the sight so much that I nearly came. My grip on her hips tighten drastically and as I pull out a bit, I drew out a pleasurable sigh from her lips. She felt so good that I had become utterly obsessed with her. "Bella." I moaned, diving into her wet warm folds. The way she gripped me made me nearly go insane. I saw heaven and hell as I continued to pound into her. Never had I felt this way and never would I want to with anyone else. She really would be the death of me. My heart pounded as I realized that I wouldn't leave here tonight until she agreed to be mine. ____________ We lie on the couch, both of us worn out from how fast he took me mere seconds ago. This was the second time of the night I let him have his way with me and right now, I wasn't regretting giving into him. I wanted him, that much was clear. But did he want me?I tried to catch my breath whilst forcing the painful thoughts out of my head. I wanted him to want me, want me more than just physically. I breathed in his scent as I rubbed my cheek on his chest. "Your shirt smells of alcohol." I sighed as my arm curled around his torso. He felt warm and as I listened to his heart pounding, I wondered if it was because he felt the same way I felt about him or perhaps it was the intense physical activity he had just done. His fingers sank into my tresses and brush through them. "Some random girl threw her drink on me at the party. I tried cleaning it off but someone else surprised me with her own stunner. Can't say I'm mad about the events though." I sank my teeth in my bottom lip to refrain from giggling. "Yeah, sorry about that." "It's fine, I deserved it anyway for treating you like that. I'm an asshat." He grumbles. I nodded and giggled when he poked my sides. I couldn't believe I was here right now, in Haiden's arms. It all felt surreal, as if it wasn't really happening. With the way he treated me and the way I tried to avoid him, I thought our paths would've been separated from each other. I thought maybe it would've been good that we had ended things how we did, but now, in his arms, I didn't want to be anywhere else. And that scared me completely. "You never told me why you said those words back at the alley." I whispered. This had been eating me alive. His words from that day had replayed over and over in my head from then. But now I wanted peace of mind. The fingers in my hair stop and Haiden grows stiff under me. I don't lift my head to look at him but only press my lips together. I wasn't going to apologize for bringing it up, no, we had beat around the bush for far too long. Okay, maybe it was I who had been beating around the bush but at least, now I was willing to talk about it. Finally, he speaks. "The guy, Snake. He isn't a good guy." He cleared his throat, shifting around slightly under me before continuing. " I got into something I shouldn't have and now I'm indebted to him." His words had me lifting my head slightly and with my chin, on his chest, I looked at him. "What do you mean? Is it something bad?" I whispered. There was a lot of talk about Haiden doing illegal things around town. I know he had been doing street fighting, don't know for how long, but it surely was illegal. If he was mixed up in that crowd, who knows what he was willing to do with them too?I didn't want to judge him too soon though. I didn't want to be like those people around town. Because I knew that boy under all that hard exterior and knew that he wasn't bad like they thought. He had a heart and I could feel it beating quickly under my chin. He takes a few pondering seconds to answer me. He was probably contemplating if to tell me the truth but he does anyway. Which completely stunned me. "Yes." I knew by the tone of his voice that he was speaking the truth. He wasn't lying and somehow even though the answer should've made me run for the hills, I stayed and waited for him to continue. "And it's bad enough that Snake would hurt anyone I care about." His eyes suddenly fell on me and I held my breath. "And I care about you. A lot." The stiff fingers in my hair started to work again and my heart fluttered when his heartbeat increased. "I'm telling you this because I want you to know what you'll be getting into." He bit his lower lip and I wished it was me who was sinking my teeth into the plumpness. "I can't stay away from you Bella. No matter how hard I try, I am always pulled towards you. It isn't fair to you since I'm not exactly your ideal guy. I'm the guy you would likely not bring to meet your parents. But, I'm a selfish asshat and I want you badly. And I'm not willing to give you up." My heart nearly leaps out of my chest and my stomach twist with nerves. What was he saying? What was he getting at? "What are you saying Haiden?" I finally voiced out my confusion. My hands felt clammy and suddenly I couldn't breathe properly anymore. Haiden sighs and sits up with me. I'm nervous as I bit my tongue and looked at him beneath my lashes. "I'm saying that I want to try this out with you Bella." He took my hands in his bigger ones and brought them to his chest where I was able to feel his heartbeat. It was going as fast as mine. "I'm saying that you're the only girl who has ever made my heart pound this much. And I'm saying that I want you to be mine. Exclusively." He stressed out the word exclusively and my heart roared in my chest. Never would I have expected those words coming out of his mouth. Haiden Cross doesn't do relationships but he was willing to try with me. He looked at me expectedly and seemed to be nervous. "Sorry, this is my first time.......I don't really know how to ask someone....."His drawling was rather cute and entertaining. But seeing how nervous he appeared made me put him out of his misery. With a shy smile, I spread my fingers on his chest and then gripped his shirt in a fist and tugged him to me. "Yes. I'll be yours." With that, I slammed my lips on his and could swear I still tasted myself on his tongue.