Alpha Nicholas "How did he look when you checked in on him?" Bonnie asks the moment I step into the kitchen area. It's only 7 am and yet, she's already up, showered, dressed and has a massive breakfast spread out across our breakfast island. There's enough food and coffee to feed a small army and it smells fucking delicious. Then again neither of us slept much last night. Bonnie was out of bed by 5 am as she couldn't sleep over worrying that Robbie would vomit and choke in his sleep so I'm not surprised that she's managed to pull all of this off already but still, she didn't need to. However, If there's one thing that I know about my mate, it's that she loves looking after others and I love her all the more for it. "He woke up when I went in but the poor bastard was in rough shape. He's going to suffer today that's for sure." While part of me wants to laugh at the state that Robbie was in when he woke up, a bigger part of me stops it from happening. Robbie getting drunk at any given time is a bad sign but given the current situation, his getting drunk right now is a major red flag for me. I don't have a clue as to how we are going to help him, but we will find a way, we have to. "I feel so sad for him, Nick. I hope we can help him." The sadness in her eyes is genuine and her concern for my brother just makes me love her even more. "We will, sweetheart. I'm not sure how yet, but we will find a way. He isn't alone in this, he never will be." She gives me a genuine smile pleased with my answer as she works on dishing out the last pieces of breakfast. "I know." She means what she says and I already know that she will personally be there for Robbie in any way that she can. Both Bonnie and I kept checking in on Robbie throughout the night, Bonnie more than me because she was so worried. Considering it hasn't been that long since she met my brothers, she cares for them like she's known them her whole life. I already knew that she had a heart to kind to this world, just seeing how she is with Lottie is enough to prove my words right but watching how she's looked out for Robbie since I brought him back last night has hit home for me even more. She has checked on him more times than I can count during the night, made sure he had some Advil and water ready for when he woke up and has put on one hell of a breakfast spread to make sure he starts his day off right. She is one hell of a woman and one hell of a Luna. As I watch her put the last few plates of food onto the breakfast bar I feel my throat tighten up as a thought slams into my head and makes my heart pound relentlessly. Aside from already being the best mate and Luna, she would make one incredible mother. After having Lottie come into my life as she did and after the shit show that was that cult and her mother I quickly decided that there wouldn't be any more children or a woman in my life. Don't get me wrong, I love my daughter more than life and I will never regret her coming into my life. If anything I wish that I could have known her from her birth but I can't change the past so I try not to think about it. But then Bonnie came along and battered down all those walls that I had built and completely changed my life for the better. But as the thought of her being a mom comes to mind it makes me realize that I hadn't thought about her and children. I hadn't stopped to think about my mate and if she wanted them. Considering the person that she is and how she treats Lottie, I'm going to assume that she will want them at some point but that's not what has my heart pounding no, what has my heart pounding is the fact that the idea of having children with her doesn't scare me when the thought of any more children has always terrified me. But with Bonnie, with my mate... yeah I could see myself having more children and if I'm being honest with myself the idea of experiencing the pregnancy and getting to love and care for a child from the day they are born fills me with a joy that I didn't think would ever be possible.Images of my mate's belly round and swollen from carrying my pup fill my head and not only does it make my heart fill with happiness, it also turns me on like nothing else. I'm not sure if that's because of the Alpha in me or the possessive caveman that she seems to bring out in me, but either way, I'm good with it. Fuck, in the space of five minutes, I've gone from not wanting more children to being unable to think about anything other than getting my mate pregnant and fast. Once again I'm hit with reality when I realise that since the first time that we had sex, we haven't used protection, not once and as far as I'm aware Bonnie isn't on any form of contraceptive either. Maybe my body knew that I would be happy with more children before my mind caught up but now that it has I know that it's going to be constantly on my mind. It's also something that I should talk to Bonnie about. For all I know, I may suddenly want more children but it doesn't mean that she does. I make a mental note to talk to her once I've gotten this shit with the newest cult under control. That and once I've helped Robbie and we have some sort of plan in place for him for whatever it is he needs or wants to do about his mate. Warrior Robbie The moment I leave the bedroom freshly showered and dressed the smell of food and coffee instantly hits my nose and while my head still feels like there are 20 little men in there all using hammers on my skull, my stomach growls its approval at the fantastic smell that's coming from the kitchen. "Good morning, Robbie. How are you feeling?" Bonnie greets me the moment I'm in her sight. Her genuine care for me makes me smile despite the pain that I'm in both physically and mentally. The girl has a big heart and my brother is lucky to have found her, and even luckier that she give his ass a second chance after how he behaved in the beginning but I'm glad she did. She's good for him and since she's come along I see a light in my brother's eyes that I haven't seen in a long long time. I greet her as I join her and Nick at the breakfast island and it doesn't take long for us to devour all of the food and several cups of coffee. Nick was right a shower, clean clothes and a good breakfast do help the hangover but I have a feeling it's still going to linger for a few more hours. Nonetheless, we have stuff to do and once Nick and I have cleaned the kitchen despite Bonnie's protests we head for his office to meet Shane and to bring Will in on what's happened. Cleaning up the kitchen makes us a little late for the meeting but our mother would have our balls if we had left Bonnie to both cook and clean and I'm not ashamed to admit that I'm not up for that shitstorm most days but today…