♡ LILY’S POV ♡ He took a few steps back and groaned aloud before looking at me in desperation. His stare made me feel things I didn't want to feel, I didn't want to have such intense feelings for my once bully. I didn't even know how we ended up here in this position. He passed his hands swiftly through his black hair tugging at the ends and sighed in frustration. " I don't know what to do Lily, you're making this hard." He mumbled resting his body on the desk. My eyebrows raised at his words, and felt angry for him blaming all of this on me."What! I'm not the one making things hard around here Asher." And gestured between us. He was about to retort back when the bell rang silencing him. I was actually thankful for that disturbance, there was no way in hell I want to have this conversation in school. There were too many prying eyes around here. He sighed again frustratingly "Can we talk today when you come to finish the project?" He asked, his eyes widening hopefully. His expression made my heart flutter as he bit his bottom lip waiting for my answer. " Please?" He asked again as I was taking too long to answer. I sighed."Fine." I mumbled and put a few loose strands of hair behind my ears. His eyes lit up as he smiled at me. "Umm yeah I got to go to my dorm." I told him awkwardly. I didn't have anymore classes today so that means I'll have the dorm room for myself for the rest of the day, well until Sonia comes. "Yes sure uuh so I'll see you later?” He asked hopefully,squinting his eyes at me. "Uh huh." I rushed out before leaving him there to head to my dorm. When I got there, empty boxes of pizza were on the floor. Sighing I cleaned it up before going to my bed. I reached for my laptop that was at my feet and put it on to watch a movie. This should keep me occupied until I have to head for Asher's. 5 hours later..... I jolted awake to the banging of the door, it was Sonia coming in from her last class. I must have dosen off while watching the movie.She looked at me with a sneer before flying her bag on the bed, then started to take off her clothes right there. I rolled my eyes at her, it's not like it's the first time she would do this. Reaching out for my phone I checked the time and was surprised to see it was 4:00 already. Asher must be at his penthouse right now waiting for me. Getting up I took my towel so I could shower. When I got out I went to look for my clothes. I took out my matching black lace undergarments and decided to wear a red flowered dress which reached me about mid thigh. I was putting on my clothes when I heard a loud snore from Sonia who was sleeping naked on her bed peacefully. Snorting at her I continued to get dressed. When I was done I slipped on my flats and headed for the door. Today would be the last day Asher and I would be doing the project. It just was missing a few peeks. I was almost at Asher's door when I felt my anxiety coming in. I stopped to take a deep breath and continued my way to the door. I knocked on it softly before folding my arms. I bit my lip as I anxiously waited for him to answer. One minute later Asher opened the door looking at me with surprise. "I didn't know you would actually show up." "Well it's not too late for me to go back." I said in a joking manner and pretended to turn back to go. "Oh my god Lily, just come in!" He said and pulled me in. I chuckled "So where are we going to have this little talk of ours?" I asked raising my eyebrow. Better to get this over with. He looked at me smiling " In my room." "Okay." I said skeptically and followed him upstairs. When we reached he went to sit on his bed looking at me expectantly. I rolled my eyes before sitting next to him biting my lip, a habit I did when I'm nervous. He took a deep breath before starting. " So about the kiss-" " Yeah I know you regret it, it wasn't supposed to happen and blah blah blah." I cut him off waving my hand. I tried to act like it wouldn't hurt me but I know I was failing, because I could feel the moisture in my eyes. "Lily could you wait for me to at least finish what I was saying?" He yelled frustratingly. I gave him a sheepish smile before telling him to continue. He took a deep breath before scratching his head and stared at the floor "That kiss wasn't a mistake, I have been wanting to kiss you for so long.”He mumbled looking at me for my reaction. My eyes widen."What?" I ask astonished. He rolled his eyes in fustration "Lily don't you get it, I have fucking feelings for you!" He groaned annoyed. I must have looked like a fish with my mouth open and eyes wide from being shocked by his words."But..but how?" I asked unbelievably, staring at him like he had two heads. He sighed before turning fully towards me, staring straight in my eyes with a tender emotion. My breathing became harsh when his pupils dilated when he stared at my lips in hunger. "I have always had a crush on you Lily, from when we were kids." He spoke softly, licking his bottom lip. My heart beated faster at his confession.Clearing my throat I clenched my teeth to prevent myself from smiling. "Then why did you bully me?" I asked sadly. He looked at me guilty before mumbling "Like I said I was angry my parents wouldn't let me speak to you in a positive manner so I had to at least talk to you, and bullying you seemed to be the answer." "You're an idiot!" I yelled angrily, not understanding his logic. "Yes I know." He sighed like this conversation tires him. "Do you know how much shit you put me through? I thought I was fucking ugly and to top it off it was the guy I like telling me all those nasty things-" I mumbled. I looked at him shocked when I realized I just confessed to him being my crush. He looked at me with surprise before smiling from ear to ear, looking like he won the lottery. " uhhh I did-" I didn't have time to finish, before Asher shut me up by kissing me relentlessly. Almost knocking me over from how desperate he was. Kissing him back with the same intense emotion, I gripped his shirt pulling him closer. He broke the kiss, and stared at me with lust and dare I say it, the other emotion was love. My heart jolted in my chest before I gave him a shy smile. He brought himself forward resting his hands at the sides of my legs. He was breathing harshly as his lips were above mine. " Lay down." He whispered on my lips, causing shivers to rock my body. I gulped and did as he said. It didn't take him long before he nestled his body between my legs. He pushed himself closer so I could feel his hardened shaft through our clothes. Moaning at the feeling I pulled him closer if that was even possible. He muttered fuck before going back to kiss me, he bit my lip asking for entrance and I eagerly obliged. Biting his lip lightly to tease him , he groaned, rubbing his hardened member onto me, earning a moan from me in return.Breaking the kiss he lifted himself a little to take off his shirt. I stared at his muscular body,I couldn't help but bite my lip in satisfaction. That earned a sexy smirk from him. Asher was by far the sexiest guy I have ever seen. "Damn Lily I can't think straight when you look at me like that." He groaned. Smiling at him I pulled his lips back to mine. " Wow I like when my girl is in control." He laughed in the kiss. "Shut up." I muttered. "Can I take off your dress?" He asked reluctantly. I nodded not caring as this got further, I just wanted Asher to keep touching me and making me feel good. I didn't care about modesty, I didn't care that I maybe would regret this afterwards, all I cared about was Asher and how he was making me fall in love with him right now and he didn't have to try much. I think I have already fallen in love with him. He took off my dress in one swift move before staying still to stare at me. " Fuck Lily you're the most sexiest girl I have ever seen." He said staring at me intensely. I blushed staring at him shyly as he chuckled at my innocence. He got back to kissing me and started kissing down my body, making me squirm in pleasure. When he reached my panties he stopped to look at me. I gave him a nod to continue and before I knew it he took off my panties with his teeth. Fuck that was sexy. Flying my panties down, he bent down to my womanhood,his warm breath making me squirm. I looked at him with confusion before he winked at me and started sucking my clit, making me moan out in pleasure. Gripping the sheets I watched as Asher ate me out. " Oh my god Asher please don't stop!" I moaned out breathing heavily. He groaned in satisfaction before sucking harder. I was almost at the edge before he stopped and got up. Looking at him annoyed, he chuckled at my expression. He took off his pants then his boxers. My eyes widen at the size of his manhood. I never knew it could be this big, I've only seen it in books and well Noel but it doesn't count, plus Noel's own isn't half as big, no offense Noel. He laughed at my expression before coming down to kiss me, his tip at my entrance teasing me. " It won't hurt you baby." He whispered on my lips reassuringly and rubbed his tip at my entrance. He looked at me, his body tense from holding himself back. " This is the only time to back out Lily, I don't think I can hold myself any longer, I need to be inside of you." He groaned. I nodded." Please." I whispered desperately to feel close to him. " Please what?" He asked. "I need you inside of me now." I demanded. He smirked before chuckling. "As you wish baby." He finally thrust his shaft inside of me. I let out a pained gasp and cringed when I felt Asher's shaft stretching me out. Asher looked at me, shock filling his features. " You're a virgin?" He asked unbelievably, and stared at me with adoration. I nodded as I couldn't form words right now. "Fuck if I knew that,I would of taken things slow." He looked at me guilty, hugging me to his body. "It's okay I wanted this." I whispered. He smiled at my words, making me feel warm inside " So I'm your first?" He asked. I rolled my eyes annoyed." Asher can we talk about this after you fuck me?" "Okay baby, but just so you know I'm not fucking you, I'm making love to your beautiful body." He said softly before giving me a peck on the lips. "No need to sweet talk me Asher, you already got into my pants!" I said annoyed. I really want him to stop talking and start moving since the pain started to subside and was replaced by pleasure. He pulled back slowly before thrusting back in. Staring at me directly, as he thrusted each time. " Does it feel better?" He groaned out, sweat glistening his forehead as he clenched his teeth. I nodded before moaning his name. Holding his back I could feel my nails scratching him, but it didn't seem to upset him, I think it made him thrust harder. " Fuck Lil you're so tight." He grunted thrusting faster. He took my lips in his licking before thrusting his tongue in, making it go at the same pace with the thrusting of his shaft. " You feel so good Lil, I can't get enough." He moaned out, his thrust getting sloppy. I felt my self clenching around him making him grunt in pleasure as his eyes rolled back,fuck we both muttered. " Please Asher don't stop." I whispered before we both finished calling out each other's name. He slumped on me still inside of me as he cuddled our bodies closer. " You're fucking mine Lily. " He whispered on my lips as he rested his forehead on mine. I nodded in agreement , because I knew I was his. So much for finishing the project.