♡ Mia's pov ♡ Kade breaks away from my lips, his breath hot on my skin. "Do you know what you're asking for?" I gasped when his hands sneaked between my thighs and cup my pussy. "You're already soaked. " He groans. I moan, pushing my body closer to him." Yes." He moans, his fingers playing with my outer lips. "Kade." I whimpered, tortured by the painful yet arousing feeling. I wanted him closer. "Mia." He gasped, his breath feathering against my lips. I pant when his finger dove into my opening, so deeply that I arch my back and push my body to his wet hard chest. "Wet and tight." He groans, his tone curling with pleasure. "Kade," I begged, needing him closer. Needing to feel him closer. His story, the way he trusted me with knowing about such a private memory. One of his many demons. He trusted me with it. And I wanted to show him that I trusted him too, in every way possible, I trusted him. Kade pulls his finger out of me and I whine in displeasure. I didn't want him away from me. To lose the feeling of him deep inside me like this. "I'm just going to lock the door baby. Wouldn't want your mom or dad walking in on us, now would we?" He grins cheekily. It was such a beautiful sight, so different than how his features were tight a while ago. He looked like Kade. My Kade. My breath stilled as I realized that within those few weeks, I had undoubtedly fallen for Kade. I had fallen for him so much that I now see a future with him and if he wasn't in it, I would be torn. I love him. Why didn't I realize this sooner? "What's wrong?" Kade whispered, his brows lining into a frown of confusion as he walks back over to me after he locked the door. I shook my head, smiling. "Nothing. I'm just nervous and excited all at once. " I admitted half the truth. I wasn't sure if this would be a good time to confess my love to him. Especially knowing some of his past, he'd not believe me anyway. But I'd show him. I'd show him tonight how much I indeed love him. Every part of him, the dirty and the bad. I love him. And hopefully, that will be enough for him to know. He stared at me hotly and then moves his towel. It falls to the floor. I sucked in a sharp breath when he took a step forward, landing him a breath away from me. "You have nothing to fear Mia. I'll take care of you." He interlocks our fingers and tugs my hand to his chest. "Touch me." He whispered. My fingers brush against his chest, my palm laying flat on his chest, loving the feel of his warm skin under the tips. With his piercing gaze still locked on my own and with me unable to look away from the windows of his soul, Kade's fingers tease around my wrist before gripping me there firmly. I gulped as he starts to guide my hand down his body. My fingers brush against his hard body until skimming them down the ripples of muscle covering his stomach. Kade shuddered under my touch but despite that, he keeps his gaze on me the entire time. "Kade," I whispered, slightly scared of the huge organ that jerked when my fingers touched it. He felt hot under my fingertips. "Wrap your hand around me. Feel me Mia. Feel what you do to me." There's a plea in his tone. One that had my pussy tingling with a burning fire of need. I gasped in pure amazement when my fingers wrapped around his girth. He was huge, hot and pulsing. I could even feel the veins around his length. Kade jerked in my hold, hissing lowly. "Shit. I didn't think this through." He admitted sheepishly. I looked at him confused as I stared at his red face. The veins on his neck were now much more prominent. He was fighting something. "Did I do something wrong?" I asked, loosening my hold and ready to drop him but he quickly keeps my hand there. He shook his head, grunting lowly. "You did nothing wrong baby, only everything right. Just the feel of your fingers around me is maddening enough to have me burst." He admitted, his forehead falling on my own."Oh." I murmured, my cheeks flushing as I stared into his eyes. "Does it hurt?" I clench my brows in confusion when he started sweating, his face going extremely red like he was suffocating. Kade shook his head, his eyes dancing with mirth. The look had my heart flipping. "Depends. But it is a good kind of pain." My brows shoot up, and my eyes widen. Pain? "Sorry. So sorry." I rushed out, trying to remove my hand from his cock. But he shakes his head while letting out a small chuckle. "You're adorable Mia." Kade kisses the tip of my nose, then kisses my cheek and then took my lips with his in a very heated dance. I moan, my fingers around him relaxing. I didn't even realize I was moving my hand up and down his length until he groaned and breaks the kiss. " If you continue like that I wouldn't last long. " He grunts. Kade suddenly moves his hand off my own and traces the curves of my body slowly, as if memorizing every dip and every smooth surface before his hand stops below my bottom and then quickly hoists me up. I squeal lowly, burying my head in the crook of his neck and pressing my lips to his skin to muffle my voice. I didn't want my parents to hear, even though their room wasn't at all close to Kade's. I wrapped my leg around his waist, moaning when his cock rubs against my wetness. Kade chuckles and starts guiding us to his bed where he placed me down softly, his weight coming down on me as he nudges his way between my body. "You're so beautiful Mia." He whispered hoarsely, his lips brushing my ear, his hot breath feathering on my cheek, then neck, down to my breast. I arch my back off the bed, my heart thumping as my nipples rose in peaks. Kade groans. "So damn beautiful." With his gaze on me, his mouth parts, his tongue dart out and Kade licks a trail from the soft mound of my breast to the hard tips where he enclosed his lips around. I moan, pushing my body more into him, to reach his heat even though he was currently weighing me down into the mattress. Kade moans, nipping my hard tip with his teeth. I fist the covers beneath me, my heart roaring in my chest when he does the same to the other breast.It feels so good. So good. "Kade," I whimpered, feeling the heat of his length brushing against my inner thigh. As soon as I said his name, his cock jerked in response. One of Kade's had come to wrap around one of my hands where he interlocks our fingers. My body buzzes with heat and I opened my legs wider even though they were already so wide. Kade's lips move from my nipple where he trailed kisses down my belly. He draws our interlocked fingers to just below my breasts. I gasp, whimpering when his hot breath nears the throbbing area that craved for him. I looked down at him, my breathing accelerating as I saw the flash of burning desire in his eyes. With a crooked smile, Kade dips his head, his hot breath now fanning against my hot wet core before pressing his lips to my throbbing center. "Kade," I shivered, gripping his fingers tightly as I watch him devour me.